After I had prayed nothing since morning till evening of yesterday,
[except before sleeping] I felt guilty & it seemed so far away from my God.
But you know, He always gives me the feeling of love whenever I am with Him again.
All wrong feeling is not from Him but Satan! cuz He never condemns anyone. [Heb 12:24]
My question poped in my head when I’d read Psalm 24:3-4
"Who may ascend into the hill of the LORD?
Or who may stand in His holy place?
He who has clean hands and a pure heart"
I think of Jesus & said "Plz plz answer me, Lord"
I didn’t expect its answer will come in time, it might take a few month, but it came at once!
I know myself that I can’t be like that cuz I always find myself fail, never been good enough.
but when I realize to Jesus, He came in this world cuz I cannot be.
I become holy girl cuz of Him. I am accepted before God cuz of Him. Jesus has completely done all!
but "What’s about discipline the flesh that Paul said in 1Cor 9:27?" … Tho he’s Apostle, he must do.
Once times ago in dicipleship class, our Pastor taught us about "Discipline".
He mentioned a lot of its advantage but there’s some weakness as well.
That is … it makes us to be Pharisee & seriously beat ourself.
Suddenly, I saw verse 6-7 in Chapter 25
"Remember, O LORD, Your TENDER MERCIES and Your LOVINGKINDNESSES,
For they are from of old. Do not remember the sins of my youth, nor my transgressions;
According to Your mercy remember me, For Your goodness’ sake, O LORD."
[Plz only use NKJV, it’s most deeply sweet in all versions]
I like word "Tender mercie(s)" & "Lovingkindness(es)"
King David speaked about only characters of God, not his own
but when he said about himself, he asked God to "Do not remember" his actions!
– Talk about God > Goodness of God
– Talk about man > Sins & Transgression
He asked the Lord to realize God’s sake!
—– I’ll be right here to continue this again … —–